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[Amy]: I had a car accident,
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and I lost eight years
of my memory.
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- You're having memories?
- They're just weird flashes.
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And seizures.
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[gasps in pain]
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I know my brain is trying
to warm me about something.
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If she keeps pushing herself,
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she's on the road to
losing her job.
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[dramatic music]
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[alarm blaring]
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[Katie]: What's happening
to her!?
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[Amy]: I need my life back.
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Chief Resident is up soon,
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considered throwing your
hat in the ring?
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You want more responsibility?
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I run circles around her
every day.
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I should at least be considered
for Chief Resident.
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[Joan]: You'll be doing it
together.
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Let me run Internal Medicine.
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I'm gonna miss you so much.
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[Joan]: You've got plenty
more to give.
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So, give.
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[TJ]: Wanna give our date
another shot?
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- Jake's my ex, and I screwed up
in the worst way.
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- I can't live in the past
anymore. I need to move forward.
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Amy Larsen, Dr. Ben Grant.
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I saw you speak three years ago.
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- I don't know what this is,
but you make me smile.
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Sorry. I, I wouldn't
remember that.
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[Mr. Galvin]: Okay now,
lights up!
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[dramatic music]
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- What's here? A cup,
closed in my true love's hand?
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Poison, I see, hath been
his timeless end.
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[somber music]
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[gentle kisses]
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Thy lips are still warm!
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Lead, boy. Which way?
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More feeling, Torey. Again!
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Lead, boy. Which way?
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Yea, noise?
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Then I'll be brief.
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O, happy dagger!
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This is thy sheath. There rust,
and let me die.
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[murmurs]
[gunshot]
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[dramatic music]
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This is the place...
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[loud thud]
[Torey gasping]
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- Uh, Paul, what are
you doing? You're dead.
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Mr. Calvin. I think...
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[gasping]
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Torey. Torey!
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Torey!
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- Is she shot? What if there
weren't blanks in the gun?
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It's a cap gun, Josh!
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[indistinct concerned
chattering]
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- What the hell's happening
to her?
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- Yeah, I need an ambulance.
- Is she gonna be alright?
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[student]: Torey, Torey!
[gasping]
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[machine humming]
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- Aberrant frontal lobe activity
seems to have settled.
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- Signals are much more
organized.
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And it looks like to me like
her old neural pathways
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have actually been recovering.
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- I think that's what caused
the seizures to begin with.
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Wait, that doesn't track.
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- New bloodflow,
new wiring connections,
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unstable as they reorganize,
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neurons sending improper
signals, she overloaded.
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- Yeah, look at this.
This was taken two months ago,
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just before the contagion.
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The blood flow
was already increasing
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but then look how it compares
to today's.
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She's healing, and healing fast.
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She says no headaches...
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...no nosebleeds.
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No headaches, no nosebleeds.
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I get an occasional memory,
but pretty uncontroversial.
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- Well, I'm assuming she'll want
to pursue those, then. With TMS?
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And TMS?
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- No. The past is just
a distraction.
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I won't give in to it anymore.
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- And she's insisting
she's ready to work?
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- You worried about her,
or your department?
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- Both, especially when
she thinks Joan sacrificed
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her life for her.
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[Gina]: I know this is what
Joan wanted for you.
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Is this really what you want
for yourself?
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She knew what I needed to do.
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It's time to put my needs aside.
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No more figuring out
my thing with Michael,
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no more worrying about
what I have with Jake.
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It's time to move forward.
To teach and to be of service.
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- And now she's got to honor
that mission.
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No matter the cost.
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Are you sure you're ready?
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I have never been more ready.
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I feel like this is what
I was always meant to do.
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Before my world got turned
upside down.
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We'll keep an eye on her.
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- I want daily check-ins,
neuro-cogs three times a week,
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and biweekly FMRIs.
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You're on the hook for this
as much as anyone.
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I know that.
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Am I cleared or what?
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[exhales]
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[elevator ding]
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[indistinct chatter]
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Dr. Coleman, Dr. Coleman.
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- Ben.
[laughing]
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I'd heard you were coming.
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If you all will have me.
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[TJ chuckles]
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Ah, this is Dr. Costa.
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- That's fortuitous.
Heard all good things.
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- Hm, likewise. And Dr. Hamda
certainly sings your praises.
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- Well, I hope I can live up
to that.
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- I apologize, I'm gonna have to
push back our meeting
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a little bit. We've got a lap
chole I've gotta handle.
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- No problem. Max
and Dr. Kumara said
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they wanted to show me around,
so I'll just-- I'll hit 'em up.
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- Sounds like they're bringing
in the whole cavalry.
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- Nah, I gotta get past
the chief first.
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- I'll let you know
when I'm free.
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Why don't you scrub up,
I'll see you in there.
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- Good to have you back.
You got a lot of fans here.
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Thanks.
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[indistinct chatter]
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- They're a strong group.
I think we're in good shape.
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- I still remember my first day
as an intern. I was so nervous.
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I couldn't feel my feet.
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- Sure I really helped
buck you up.
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[chuckling]: Yeah, not so much.
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- Do you have any idea
what Jake's doing in there
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with Dr. Matos?
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No. No idea.
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You know I love you, right?
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- Okay, well, let's do this,
yeah?
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Yeah.
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- Give 'em hell.
- Mm-hmm.
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[indistinct chatter]
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- So, you're having
second thoughts about Pedes,
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and you figured why not
give Cardiology a shot?
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- No, I've always been back
and forth in between the two.
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And I understand there's enough
funding to add another fellow.
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- I spoke to Dr. Kumara,
there is.
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- Would have been nice
if I was in the loop.
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- You're in the loop now.
That's why we're doing this.
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In your office.
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Margaret.
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- I'll have to look at my roster
and talk to Kumara.
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[door opens and shuts]
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- Just lay low, give her
a minute to feel like
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it's her decision.
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[door opens]
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Uh, what's up with the scrubs?
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- General's gotta lead
from the front.
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- Like a Zelenskyy kind of
thing?
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[Amy chuckles]
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- I really hope you're not
rushing this, Amy.
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- Gina walked me through
the game plan.
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I assure you, I can do this.
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[exhales]
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[indistinct chatter]
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- Nikki, right? Stanford
undergrad, honors at Yale Med?
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- Do you know my social security
number too?
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- Uh, 141-006-9412?
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[sighs]
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- That was 10 digits,
social's nine.
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- Yeah. You know what?
You got me there.
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- Mm-hmm.
- I'm Graham.
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We all know who you are.
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Really?
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Give me a break.
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Your parents gave, what,
20 mil to the hospital?
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- So, what do you think about
this whole
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Co-Chief situation thing?
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Maitra's a wild card,
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but we all know Larsen's
a ballbuster, uh?
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At least Larsen 1.0 was,
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guess we'll have to wait and see
about the TBI version, though.
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- Ouch.
[chuckles]
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Yeah, don't let anybody else
hear you say that.
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- Eh, they both come from
the Joan Ridley camp,
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so you know it's gonna be
dog eat dog.
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- Hi.
- Hi. Dr. Maitra.
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- Ruth Chen.
This is Kyle Ferguson.
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I'm very excited to be here.
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- Looking forward to
training you.
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I'm gonna need more than him.
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- You're already published
in JAMA.
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- And you're 23,
already finished med school.
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- I was home-schooled, so didn't
have the traditional trajectory.
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- I know, I heard last week
was the first time
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you were on a plane?
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Yeah. I just moved here.
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Getting acclimated as quickly
as I can.
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- Buckle up, it's all gonna move
a lot faster
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than you're ready for.
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[Dr. Hamda]: Okay, if everyone
can settle in,
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we'll get started.
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I'm Dr. Michael Hamda,
Chief of Internal Medicine.
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These are your
Co-Chief Residents,
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Doctors Sonya Maitra
and Amy Larsen.
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I'll let them take it from here.
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Okay, welcome.
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I'm sure you all have
those butterflies,
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which is to be expected,
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but you're here because
you deserve to be.
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And you should know that,
because Joan Ridley chose you.
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It was one of the last things
she did before she passed away.
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So, I don't say this lightly.
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You are here to carry on
her legacy.
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This is a calling.
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It was for Dr. Ridley,
it is for me,
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and we are gonna find out
if it is for you.
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And if it is,
you can be damn sure
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we're gonna help you fulfill it.
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- Okay, then. Dr. De Silva
and Dr. Ferguson,
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you'll trail me today,
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and Doctors Barker and Chen
will be with Dr. Larsen.
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The rest of you...
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[Amy]: When someone is
this blatantly negligent,
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it usually means that they are
trying to fail.
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[Sonya]: Until then, see Julie
in the nurses' station,
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she'll get you your assignments.
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[indistinct chatter]
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- First up is
Torey Harris, 16,
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she had a grand mal seizure
yesterday afternoon.
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No apparent underlying
conditions,
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she had CT and lab work
done in the ER,
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and they brought her up here
this morning for a consult
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with Dr. Walker.
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Torey will shaken up,
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and assuming there's a parent
in there with her,
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they will be extremely anxious,
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so let's be mindful
of our bedside manner.
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Not just the medicine, yeah?
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- I don't understand how this
can just come out of nowhere.
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I've never had anything
like this before.
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- Hi. I am the chief resident,
Dr. Larsen,
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and this is Dr. Chen--
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- Hi.
- ...and Dr. Barker.
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- Do we really need
all these doctors?
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- Please don't be alarmed.
These are our interns.
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Teaching is part
of what we do here.
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So, what do you see
on the CT scans?
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- Um, ventricular volume's
symmetrical,
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no masses or signs of ischemia.
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- Mm-hmm.
250
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That means no stroke,
which is a good thing.
251
00:09:54,202 --> 00:09:55,899
- We've already been over this
with Dr. Walker,
252
00:09:55,943 --> 00:09:57,858
and her blood tests
are all normal.
253
00:09:57,901 --> 00:09:59,424
Why doesn't anyone have
an explanation?
254
00:09:59,468 --> 00:10:01,557
- And what's happening with
this thing on my head now?
255
00:10:01,601 --> 00:10:04,081
- It measures the electrical
activity in your brain,
256
00:10:04,125 --> 00:10:06,083
confirms you definitely
had a seizure.
257
00:10:06,127 --> 00:10:07,955
- And what are the signs
of that?
258
00:10:07,998 --> 00:10:09,478
- Postictal state
[exhales]
259
00:10:09,521 --> 00:10:11,872
- Meaning?
- Diffuse delta theta slowing.
260
00:10:11,915 --> 00:10:13,569
- Which means your brain's
been overworked.
261
00:10:13,613 --> 00:10:16,311
- Yeah, I get that.
How are you gonna fix me?
262
00:10:16,354 --> 00:10:17,442
[inhales]
263
00:10:17,486 --> 00:10:19,357
[Amy]: You went to medical
school?
264
00:10:19,401 --> 00:10:20,489
No?
265
00:10:20,532 --> 00:10:22,056
So maybe let us figure it out.
266
00:10:24,798 --> 00:10:26,408
- Right now,
you are stabilized,
267
00:10:26,451 --> 00:10:27,931
and we are...
[phone buzzing]
268
00:10:27,975 --> 00:10:30,107
- Yeah? No, they still don't
know what the hell this is.
269
00:10:30,151 --> 00:10:32,457
You're freaked out? I'm the one
that's spent the last 14 hours
270
00:10:32,501 --> 00:10:34,677
getting my entire body scanned.
271
00:10:34,721 --> 00:10:36,897
I'll just text you later,
the doctors are here.
272
00:10:36,940 --> 00:10:39,073
I gotta go.
273
00:10:39,116 --> 00:10:41,466
Sorry. My friends are kinda
tweaking.
274
00:10:41,510 --> 00:10:43,207
Understandable.
275
00:10:43,251 --> 00:10:45,993
Now, what can you tell us about
how you were feeling yesterday?
276
00:10:46,036 --> 00:10:48,952
Headache? Dizziness?
Flashing lights?
277
00:10:48,996 --> 00:10:51,172
- No. I told them this
in the ER.
278
00:10:51,215 --> 00:10:54,697
- Well, how about in those
moments right before you seized?
279
00:10:54,741 --> 00:10:56,830
We were in tech rehearsal,
280
00:10:56,873 --> 00:10:58,875
doing the big scene where
Juliet's gonna kill herself.
281
00:10:58,919 --> 00:11:01,008
To be honest,
I was kind of nervous,
282
00:11:01,051 --> 00:11:04,794
because I kept missing
my cues and then...
283
00:11:04,838 --> 00:11:06,361
I heard the fake gunshot--
[monitor beeps]
284
00:11:06,404 --> 00:11:07,754
- -and I--
285
00:11:07,797 --> 00:11:09,407
Dr. Larsen.
286
00:11:09,451 --> 00:11:10,495
Is something happening?
287
00:11:10,539 --> 00:11:12,367
She's gonna seize again.
288
00:11:12,410 --> 00:11:13,455
[beeping]
289
00:11:13,498 --> 00:11:14,891
Torey!
290
00:11:14,935 --> 00:11:17,111
[gasping]
291
00:11:17,154 --> 00:11:19,374
- Crash cart, IV Lorazepam,
intubation kit.
292
00:11:19,417 --> 00:11:21,071
Dr. Barker, stabilize her
on the left.
293
00:11:21,115 --> 00:11:22,856
Why is this happening again?
294
00:11:22,899 --> 00:11:24,553
- Mrs. Harris, please step back.
We've got this.
295
00:11:24,596 --> 00:11:26,120
Dr. Barker, stabilize her.
296
00:11:26,163 --> 00:11:29,689
[Torey gasping]
297
00:11:29,732 --> 00:11:31,386
- Get the-- that's
the supply cart!
298
00:11:31,429 --> 00:11:33,388
The crash cart will be
in the hallway!
299
00:11:33,431 --> 00:11:34,868
I've got it!
300
00:11:34,911 --> 00:11:36,173
Oxygen, Ruth!
301
00:11:36,217 --> 00:11:38,001
- Yep! Um-huh! Yep!
302
00:11:38,045 --> 00:11:39,089
[Amy]: Now!
[Ruth]: Coming!
303
00:11:39,133 --> 00:11:40,221
- [Amy]: Come on, now.
- Here.
304
00:11:40,264 --> 00:11:41,701
[gasping]
305
00:11:47,576 --> 00:11:49,970
- I'm sure you're aware Felicia
Turner and her husband
306
00:11:50,013 --> 00:11:52,799
launched a complaint against
Dr. Larsen today.
307
00:11:52,842 --> 00:11:53,930
I am.
308
00:11:53,974 --> 00:11:55,671
- They mentioned you were
present
309
00:11:55,715 --> 00:11:57,717
during some of their
interactions?
310
00:11:57,760 --> 00:11:59,066
I was...
311
00:11:59,109 --> 00:12:01,721
Though I'm not sure
what the point of this is.
312
00:12:01,764 --> 00:12:06,247
- Just tell me what
you observed, Dr. Maitra.
313
00:12:06,290 --> 00:12:07,770
The woman's pregnant,
314
00:12:07,814 --> 00:12:10,991
and somehow Amy couldn't imagine
why she'd be anxious
315
00:12:11,034 --> 00:12:12,470
about her baby's health.
316
00:12:13,384 --> 00:12:14,429
How so?
317
00:12:14,472 --> 00:12:16,866
Amy was Amy.
318
00:12:16,910 --> 00:12:18,607
I don't know what else
you want me to say,
319
00:12:18,650 --> 00:12:20,391
especially since we've been
down this road before,
320
00:12:20,435 --> 00:12:23,612
but her behavior doesn't change.
321
00:12:23,655 --> 00:12:26,310
- It can take some time
to adjust the culture
322
00:12:26,354 --> 00:12:28,051
of any institution.
323
00:12:28,095 --> 00:12:32,447
- But you're not gonna fire her,
right? No matter what she does.
324
00:12:32,490 --> 00:12:33,883
[exhales]
325
00:12:35,189 --> 00:12:36,625
[softly]: Yeah.
326
00:12:37,669 --> 00:12:39,889
I thought so.
327
00:12:41,195 --> 00:12:43,545
Dr. Maitra.
328
00:12:43,588 --> 00:12:46,766
Give it a few months, okay?
329
00:12:46,809 --> 00:12:50,770
People who matter see your value
here, and it won't be forgotten.
330
00:12:55,383 --> 00:12:56,776
[elevator ding]
331
00:12:56,819 --> 00:12:59,430
- Next up, 38-year-old male
reporting chest pains,
332
00:12:59,474 --> 00:13:02,390
shortness of breath,
family history of heart disease.
333
00:13:02,433 --> 00:13:04,131
Fairly typical cardiac profile.
334
00:13:04,174 --> 00:13:05,349
You'll be seeing a lot of these,
335
00:13:05,393 --> 00:13:08,135
but we don't always catch
the exciting ones.
336
00:13:08,178 --> 00:13:10,180
And any particular
stress lately?
337
00:13:10,224 --> 00:13:11,573
- [equipment beeping]
- Stress?
338
00:13:11,616 --> 00:13:13,705
I mean, one of my students
had a seizure yesterday
339
00:13:13,749 --> 00:13:14,837
during rehearsals.
340
00:13:14,881 --> 00:13:16,708
- Oh, yeah, she's here.
Torey, right?
341
00:13:16,752 --> 00:13:18,536
Our other doctors
are treating her.
342
00:13:18,580 --> 00:13:21,061
- That's a HIPAA violation,
Dr. De Silva.
343
00:13:21,104 --> 00:13:22,627
Right. Sorry.
344
00:13:22,671 --> 00:13:24,673
- I've been texting her;
she says that she's had a bunch
345
00:13:24,716 --> 00:13:26,457
of tests but you still
don't know anything?
346
00:13:26,501 --> 00:13:28,416
- I know you're concerned,
but we're not at liberty
347
00:13:28,459 --> 00:13:30,157
to discuss another patient
with you.
348
00:13:30,200 --> 00:13:31,506
Now, if you can tell us
about your...
349
00:13:31,549 --> 00:13:34,074
[murmurs in pain]
350
00:13:34,117 --> 00:13:35,640
Is your head hurting now, too?
351
00:13:35,684 --> 00:13:37,642
- Yeah, uh, feels like
a migraine.
352
00:13:37,686 --> 00:13:39,514
Have you had those before?
353
00:13:39,557 --> 00:13:40,907
No, never.
354
00:13:41,603 --> 00:13:43,126
Dr. De Silva?
355
00:13:43,170 --> 00:13:44,780
- Feeling any sensitivity
to light?
356
00:13:44,824 --> 00:13:45,868
Uh, no.
357
00:13:45,912 --> 00:13:47,261
- Does the pain radiate
anywhere?
358
00:13:47,304 --> 00:13:48,436
What does that mean?
359
00:13:50,264 --> 00:13:52,744
- Does it go down your back
or arm?
360
00:13:52,788 --> 00:13:55,051
- I don't think so. I am feeling
a bit dizzy, though.
361
00:13:55,095 --> 00:13:57,184
Dr. Ferguson.
362
00:13:57,227 --> 00:13:58,794
- I'm trying to reconcile
why you're having heart
363
00:13:58,838 --> 00:14:00,883
and head pain simultaneously.
364
00:14:00,927 --> 00:14:02,145
- Could be a stroke.
- What!?
365
00:14:02,189 --> 00:14:03,320
Or carotid artery stenosis.
366
00:14:03,364 --> 00:14:04,495
What, what is that now?!
367
00:14:04,539 --> 00:14:06,106
- Dr. De Silva,
it's not your turn.
368
00:14:06,149 --> 00:14:10,023
Dr. Ferguson, let's stick
to more likely scenarios,
369
00:14:10,066 --> 00:14:12,286
and try not to frighten
the patient.
370
00:14:12,329 --> 00:14:13,809
Am I allowed to posit angina?
371
00:14:13,853 --> 00:14:14,984
You are.
372
00:14:16,246 --> 00:14:17,769
- Given the family history
of heart disease,
373
00:14:17,813 --> 00:14:19,423
would it be too aggressive
to suggest an angio?
374
00:14:19,467 --> 00:14:20,555
- Uh--
375
00:14:20,598 --> 00:14:22,383
It would not.
376
00:14:22,426 --> 00:14:24,646
Now explain to Mr. Galvin
what that means.
377
00:14:27,518 --> 00:14:30,913
- I caught you having a memory
when we were in with Torey.
378
00:14:30,957 --> 00:14:34,090
- Oh, I've got a highlight reel
of the Wicked Witch of Westside
379
00:14:34,134 --> 00:14:35,570
coming at me.
380
00:14:35,613 --> 00:14:38,878
It's like a running podcast
of how not to be.
381
00:14:38,921 --> 00:14:40,444
It's very instructive.
382
00:14:40,488 --> 00:14:43,273
- C'mon, Amy, I'm out on a limb
here. So is Dr. Scherl.
383
00:14:43,317 --> 00:14:47,887
- I'm dealing, Gina.
I can bat them away.
384
00:14:49,410 --> 00:14:51,760
Uh, get Torey settled
in Radiology,
385
00:14:51,803 --> 00:14:53,588
and have Graham bring
those test results
386
00:14:53,631 --> 00:14:54,676
as soon as they're ready.
387
00:14:54,719 --> 00:14:55,764
Yup, on it.
388
00:14:57,287 --> 00:14:58,375
TJ said you were here.
389
00:14:58,419 --> 00:15:00,073
In the flesh.
390
00:15:00,116 --> 00:15:02,118
Looks like you're healing well.
391
00:15:02,162 --> 00:15:04,816
- All good. First day
at my new gig.
392
00:15:04,860 --> 00:15:07,776
- Ah. I was very sorry
to hear about Joan.
393
00:15:07,819 --> 00:15:10,083
She was one of a kind.
394
00:15:10,126 --> 00:15:12,085
- And Richard?
TJ said he moved on.
395
00:15:12,128 --> 00:15:15,001
- He needed a fresh start.
He's just over at Eastside.
396
00:15:15,044 --> 00:15:17,307
Well, it's great to see you.
397
00:15:18,178 --> 00:15:19,570
Both of you.
398
00:15:19,614 --> 00:15:22,791
- And you, Dr. Grant.
Give him whatever he asks for.
399
00:15:22,834 --> 00:15:24,184
[chuckling]
400
00:15:24,227 --> 00:15:26,838
- Oh, we'll see. It's good
to see you back, Amy.
401
00:15:26,882 --> 00:15:29,406
I guess we've got Dr. Grant's
steady hands to thank for that.
402
00:15:29,450 --> 00:15:31,191
Indeed we do.
403
00:15:32,757 --> 00:15:34,585
- Shall we?
- Please.
404
00:15:34,629 --> 00:15:38,633
[indistinct chatter]
405
00:15:38,676 --> 00:15:40,069
Do I sense something there?
406
00:15:41,636 --> 00:15:43,072
I'm closed for business.
407
00:15:43,116 --> 00:15:46,249
- Just sayin', if I went
the other way...
408
00:15:46,293 --> 00:15:48,599
- [Amy exhales dramatically]
- Hey, stop it!
409
00:15:49,470 --> 00:15:50,775
[whispers]: Hello.
410
00:15:50,819 --> 00:15:52,255
Ben Grant's a cowboy,
411
00:15:52,299 --> 00:15:54,127
which I'm sure you know
is a problem
412
00:15:54,170 --> 00:15:55,606
for a lot of surgeons.
413
00:15:55,650 --> 00:15:57,521
Especially the ones
from New York.
414
00:15:57,565 --> 00:15:59,915
I do, Sir. That's not me.
415
00:15:59,959 --> 00:16:01,482
- Stay centered on my
instruments.
416
00:16:01,525 --> 00:16:05,268
Horizon level;
don't chase the action.
417
00:16:05,312 --> 00:16:07,444
I know you were a medic
in combat,
418
00:16:07,488 --> 00:16:10,621
so you've got a lot more
experience than most residents,
419
00:16:10,665 --> 00:16:12,928
but I want to make sure you walk
before you run.
420
00:16:12,972 --> 00:16:15,365
Yes, Sir, absolutely.
421
00:16:15,409 --> 00:16:18,499
[machines beeping]
422
00:16:18,542 --> 00:16:21,502
[machine whirring]
423
00:16:23,634 --> 00:16:25,593
You're beating yourself up.
424
00:16:25,636 --> 00:16:26,681
What?
425
00:16:26,724 --> 00:16:28,291
It's your first day.
426
00:16:28,335 --> 00:16:30,076
Anybody could have made that
mistake with the crash cart.
427
00:16:30,119 --> 00:16:32,730
The important thing now
is how you rebound.
428
00:16:34,950 --> 00:16:37,170
And consider that not
everybody's meant to be
429
00:16:37,213 --> 00:16:38,171
a doctor.
430
00:16:40,129 --> 00:16:42,697
Thanks. I appreciate that.
431
00:16:42,740 --> 00:16:45,526
- Remember what I said this
morning, you belong here.
432
00:16:48,920 --> 00:16:51,445
- So now that you're not
working with Dr. Larsen,
433
00:16:51,488 --> 00:16:53,577
you're kind of lost, is that it?
434
00:16:53,621 --> 00:16:54,752
Come, Margaret.
435
00:16:54,796 --> 00:16:56,450
- I take what I do
very seriously.
436
00:16:56,493 --> 00:16:59,366
I don't appreciate people in my
department being half-hearted.
437
00:16:59,409 --> 00:17:00,802
Is that a pun?
438
00:17:00,845 --> 00:17:02,717
Won't be charmed, Jake.
439
00:17:02,760 --> 00:17:04,240
But we do have some money.
440
00:17:04,284 --> 00:17:06,938
Only three months. But at that
point, we'll reassess.
441
00:17:06,982 --> 00:17:08,375
- Okay, that's not--
442
00:17:08,418 --> 00:17:09,811
- You can't possibly feel you
were promised something?
443
00:17:09,854 --> 00:17:12,118
- No, no. I'm happy to bet
on myself.
444
00:17:12,161 --> 00:17:14,120
Appreciate the confidence.
445
00:17:14,163 --> 00:17:16,035
Now you can trail Dr. Douglas
this week.
446
00:17:20,256 --> 00:17:25,000
- Whew. She's tough,
but you've had tougher.
447
00:17:29,309 --> 00:17:30,919
- I can't believe
I'm 38 years old
448
00:17:30,962 --> 00:17:33,226
and there's a catheter
in my heart right now.
449
00:17:33,269 --> 00:17:35,184
- I know, but it sounds scarier
than it is.
450
00:17:35,228 --> 00:17:38,970
Just try and breathe and think
about something else, okay?
451
00:17:39,014 --> 00:17:40,798
- Besides my favorite student
flailing around on the floor
452
00:17:40,842 --> 00:17:42,496
of my theater? Yeah.
453
00:17:42,539 --> 00:17:43,888
- Okay, I'm gonna inject
the dye now,
454
00:17:43,932 --> 00:17:45,542
so we can map out your arteries.
455
00:17:48,154 --> 00:17:49,677
That's not quite oriented.
456
00:17:49,720 --> 00:17:53,028
- It's like a maze. Inject more
and let's see what we see.
457
00:17:55,987 --> 00:17:57,598
Hard left there.
458
00:17:57,641 --> 00:17:59,600
- I'm just feeding the catheter
in a bit deeper.
459
00:17:59,643 --> 00:18:02,255
Just keep thinking about Juliet
on that balcony.
460
00:18:02,298 --> 00:18:06,172
- Not funny. And we couldn't
afford a balcony.
461
00:18:07,086 --> 00:18:08,217
Come on, Mr. Galvin,
462
00:18:08,261 --> 00:18:11,742
"Deny thy father,
refuse thy name."
463
00:18:11,786 --> 00:18:13,048
Now that's funny.
464
00:18:13,092 --> 00:18:16,051
- I played Juliet
at Reseda High.
465
00:18:16,095 --> 00:18:17,357
- His arteries are totally
clean.
466
00:18:17,400 --> 00:18:19,750
Well, that's good, right?
467
00:18:19,794 --> 00:18:22,362
- Except now we can't explain
your symptoms.
468
00:18:23,102 --> 00:18:24,320
[gasping]
469
00:18:24,364 --> 00:18:25,887
- Okay, Liz, come here.
Let's stabilize him.
470
00:18:25,930 --> 00:18:27,280
I gotta get this catheter out.
471
00:18:27,323 --> 00:18:30,500
- Oh, my God. What's going on?
What's going on?
472
00:18:30,544 --> 00:18:33,199
[Amy]: Torey's cerebral
parenchyma looks healthy ...
473
00:18:33,242 --> 00:18:34,678
- [machine whirring]
- No mass or bleed.
474
00:18:34,722 --> 00:18:38,421
No stroke, vascular
malformation, cortical lesion.
475
00:18:38,465 --> 00:18:39,944
- No signs of encephalitis.
I mean,
476
00:18:39,988 --> 00:18:41,381
there's no physical
reason she should be having
477
00:18:41,424 --> 00:18:42,382
these seizures.
478
00:18:43,905 --> 00:18:46,342
- Her drama teacher just had
a focal seizure.
479
00:18:46,386 --> 00:18:47,996
It can't be a coincidence
they're both having
480
00:18:48,039 --> 00:18:49,519
a neurological response.
481
00:18:49,563 --> 00:18:51,869
- Then it has to be an acute
environmental exposure.
482
00:18:51,913 --> 00:18:53,175
From the theater.
483
00:18:53,219 --> 00:18:55,786
- Which means there are gonna be
others.
484
00:18:55,830 --> 00:18:58,615
[tense music]
485
00:19:01,749 --> 00:19:05,492
- So, Michael sent me home
for the night.
486
00:19:05,535 --> 00:19:09,060
Apparently, Sonya ratted on me
for being so hard on Felicia.
487
00:19:09,104 --> 00:19:10,801
You gotta be kidding me.
488
00:19:10,845 --> 00:19:14,283
- It almost makes me think that
maybe she has a thing for you.
489
00:19:14,327 --> 00:19:16,720
- What, and this is like
payback?
490
00:19:16,764 --> 00:19:19,201
A woman scorned...
491
00:19:19,245 --> 00:19:22,509
- No. No. No way, plus I mean,
she doesn't know about us.
492
00:19:22,552 --> 00:19:26,774
- Speaking of which, see you
at my place in an hour?
493
00:19:26,817 --> 00:19:27,949
Yeah, sounds great.
494
00:19:27,992 --> 00:19:30,212
And Jake, maybe...
495
00:19:30,256 --> 00:19:33,737
bring something more
than just a toothbrush.
496
00:19:35,261 --> 00:19:38,351
- Wow. It almost sounds like
a level of commitment.
497
00:19:38,394 --> 00:19:40,483
[chuckles]
498
00:19:40,527 --> 00:19:43,573
- I think it's time
that I tell Katie about you.
499
00:19:43,617 --> 00:19:46,359
And, uh, maybe introduce you.
500
00:19:46,402 --> 00:19:49,449
Yeah, yeah. Same for Mia.
501
00:19:49,492 --> 00:19:51,190
I'd love that.
502
00:19:53,279 --> 00:19:55,411
And I love you.
503
00:19:56,891 --> 00:19:58,284
- I can get used
to hearing that.
504
00:19:58,327 --> 00:19:59,633
[door opening]
505
00:20:01,287 --> 00:20:02,853
I'll see you there.
506
00:20:08,990 --> 00:20:10,296
[Michael]: Well, you need Public
Health in there
507
00:20:10,339 --> 00:20:12,167
to test the theater,
and we need to know
508
00:20:12,211 --> 00:20:13,647
if anyone else has reported
any issues.
509
00:20:13,690 --> 00:20:15,605
Have any other students
called out sick?
510
00:20:15,649 --> 00:20:17,041
So, Cardiology?
511
00:20:17,825 --> 00:20:19,522
Long story.
512
00:20:20,219 --> 00:20:21,263
[Michael]: It could be
513
00:20:21,307 --> 00:20:22,830
- a lot of things. Mold--
- Huh.
514
00:20:22,873 --> 00:20:24,092
How goes it with the interns?
515
00:20:24,135 --> 00:20:25,311
Getting my footing.
516
00:20:25,354 --> 00:20:26,399
[Michael]: Were you
inspected recently?
517
00:20:26,442 --> 00:20:28,531
Big shoes to fill.
518
00:20:28,575 --> 00:20:30,316
[Michael]: Mostly neurological
symptoms.
519
00:20:30,359 --> 00:20:32,622
- Almost sounds like a level
of commitment.
520
00:20:33,580 --> 00:20:34,885
[Michael]: I'm not asking--
521
00:20:34,929 --> 00:20:37,323
- You just have a memory?
- Yeah.
522
00:20:37,366 --> 00:20:39,803
- I know you can't reveal
names to us,
523
00:20:39,847 --> 00:20:41,588
but you need to contact
their parents,
524
00:20:41,631 --> 00:20:43,416
and have them brought here.
525
00:20:43,459 --> 00:20:45,766
Well, I appreciate it.
Keep me posted.
526
00:20:48,159 --> 00:20:49,944
Two more left school
with dizziness,
527
00:20:49,987 --> 00:20:51,989
one other with numbness
in their right hand.
528
00:20:52,033 --> 00:20:53,600
All from the theater?
529
00:20:53,643 --> 00:20:54,731
He was cagey, wouldn't say.
530
00:20:54,775 --> 00:20:56,037
Okay, well, that's helpful.
531
00:20:56,080 --> 00:20:57,952
- And he's trying to cover
his ass, but he will
532
00:20:57,995 --> 00:20:59,823
- call Public Health.
- Well, what about the kids?
533
00:20:59,867 --> 00:21:01,434
- Are they coming in?
- He's gonna push.
534
00:21:01,477 --> 00:21:03,566
Once they land,
we cross-reference symptoms,
535
00:21:03,610 --> 00:21:05,568
see if we can find a pattern.
536
00:21:05,612 --> 00:21:07,178
When did the dizziness start?
537
00:21:07,222 --> 00:21:10,617
- Um, in math class?
Around 11 o'clock maybe?
538
00:21:10,660 --> 00:21:12,271
Any changes in your vision?
539
00:21:12,314 --> 00:21:14,403
- Not really. Is that a part of
it? With the dizziness?
540
00:21:14,447 --> 00:21:16,362
- We're just gathering
information.
541
00:21:16,405 --> 00:21:17,754
- He said the drama teacher's
here, too.
542
00:21:17,798 --> 00:21:19,190
- Yeah. And Torey.
You wouldn't believe
543
00:21:19,234 --> 00:21:20,279
what happened to her, Dad.
544
00:21:20,322 --> 00:21:21,584
- We're not permitted
to discuss that.
545
00:21:23,891 --> 00:21:25,196
Do we all have the same thing?
546
00:21:25,240 --> 00:21:27,373
- Did you smell anything unusual
at the school?
547
00:21:27,416 --> 00:21:28,765
No, I don't think so.
548
00:21:28,809 --> 00:21:30,898
- Is that what it is?
A gas leak or something?
549
00:21:30,941 --> 00:21:32,508
We're still evaluating,
550
00:21:32,552 --> 00:21:34,684
and Public Health is testing
the school right now.
551
00:21:34,728 --> 00:21:37,818
Dr. Ferguson, do you have
any questions?
552
00:21:38,558 --> 00:21:39,733
I do.
553
00:21:41,691 --> 00:21:44,607
[Ben]: Absolutely, I believe
in being aggressive.
554
00:21:44,651 --> 00:21:46,479
Now, if you're asking if I'm
pathologically in love
555
00:21:46,522 --> 00:21:48,698
with cutting... no.
556
00:21:48,742 --> 00:21:51,614
My ego's aligned with outcomes,
not bravado.
557
00:21:51,658 --> 00:21:53,529
And why Minneapolis?
558
00:21:53,573 --> 00:21:55,226
I grew up here,
559
00:21:55,270 --> 00:21:58,404
and my sister's had some health
problems plus two teenage boys
560
00:21:58,447 --> 00:21:59,709
who could use a role model
around.
561
00:21:59,753 --> 00:22:02,408
Look, the thing is,
I could just go to Mayo.
562
00:22:02,451 --> 00:22:05,280
What I'd hope to do here
was build your department.
563
00:22:05,324 --> 00:22:07,543
- Well, that's the idea
for bringing you in.
564
00:22:07,587 --> 00:22:09,066
[chuckles]
565
00:22:09,110 --> 00:22:11,242
- I guess what I'm saying is,
if I'm coming to Westside,
566
00:22:11,286 --> 00:22:13,201
it would only be to run surgery.
567
00:22:13,244 --> 00:22:15,682
You wanna replace Dr. Costa?
568
00:22:15,725 --> 00:22:17,814
- Now, don't get me wrong;
he's solid.
569
00:22:17,858 --> 00:22:19,729
I'd welcome him
as part of my team.
570
00:22:19,773 --> 00:22:22,036
I'd even be willing to reduce
some of my own salary
571
00:22:22,079 --> 00:22:24,473
so he takes home the same as
what he earns now.
572
00:22:24,517 --> 00:22:25,822
It's not about money for me.
573
00:22:25,866 --> 00:22:27,433
- What is it you think
you can bring
574
00:22:27,476 --> 00:22:29,130
that we don't already have now?
575
00:22:29,173 --> 00:22:31,567
- Internal Medicine's been
your Bright and Shiny here
576
00:22:31,611 --> 00:22:33,177
for a long time,
577
00:22:33,221 --> 00:22:35,528
but Dr. Larsen's not a draw
in her current capacity.
578
00:22:35,571 --> 00:22:38,008
Now, look, look, in any case,
you need Surgery
579
00:22:38,052 --> 00:22:39,532
to be your guiding light.
580
00:22:39,575 --> 00:22:41,577
That's where the edge is,
that's where the grants are,
581
00:22:41,621 --> 00:22:44,058
that's where you can get
your superstar recruits.
582
00:22:44,101 --> 00:22:45,538
And with my auspices and reach,
583
00:22:45,581 --> 00:22:47,366
I'll certainly be able to pull
those people in.
584
00:22:49,411 --> 00:22:52,936
- It'll be all the same tests
for Paul in 618.
585
00:22:52,980 --> 00:22:55,461
Call Pathology to tell them
I want them all expedited.
586
00:22:55,504 --> 00:22:57,506
- Hi, my name is Betsy Fuller.
This is my son Josh.
587
00:22:57,550 --> 00:22:58,986
He was in the theater.
588
00:22:59,029 --> 00:23:00,596
We were told everyone's
checking in on this floor.
589
00:23:00,640 --> 00:23:01,945
- Okay, is he one of
the students
590
00:23:01,989 --> 00:23:03,425
displaying symptoms?
591
00:23:03,469 --> 00:23:05,949
- Well, not yet, but we've heard
it's up to six people.
592
00:23:05,993 --> 00:23:07,690
Four, actually.
593
00:23:07,734 --> 00:23:09,126
You said it was six.
594
00:23:09,170 --> 00:23:10,824
- Well, I don't know.
That's what I was told.
595
00:23:10,867 --> 00:23:12,913
[Betsy]: Well, he still needs
to be seen by the doctors.
596
00:23:12,956 --> 00:23:14,305
- I understand. Fill out
this form, please,
597
00:23:14,349 --> 00:23:15,568
and have a seat
in the waiting area.
598
00:23:15,611 --> 00:23:18,614
[Torey gasping]
599
00:23:18,658 --> 00:23:19,876
[Josh]: Torey!
600
00:23:19,920 --> 00:23:22,662
- She went unresponsive.
Pressure 210 over 112.
601
00:23:22,705 --> 00:23:25,360
Heart rate 48.
And her left pupil's fixed.
602
00:23:25,404 --> 00:23:26,840
- What the hell?
What's wrong with her?
603
00:23:26,883 --> 00:23:28,015
- That can't be from new-onset
seizures.
604
00:23:28,058 --> 00:23:29,538
- Someone needs to tell us
what this is!
605
00:23:29,582 --> 00:23:31,540
- What's going on with her?
Is this contagious?
606
00:23:31,584 --> 00:23:33,542
Just try to be calm, please.
607
00:23:41,811 --> 00:23:43,117
Nothing to say?
608
00:23:43,160 --> 00:23:45,424
Matthew Reddy is stable.
609
00:23:45,467 --> 00:23:49,993
Dr. Park's covering the ICU,
and Dr. Barrett's handling
610
00:23:50,037 --> 00:23:53,301
Kim Trent's angio.
Everything's in hand.
611
00:23:53,344 --> 00:23:55,259
I meant about the complaint.
612
00:23:55,303 --> 00:23:56,826
[door closes]
613
00:23:57,784 --> 00:23:59,525
Felicia Turner complained.
614
00:23:59,568 --> 00:24:02,832
I was asked what happened
and I wasn't gonna lie.
615
00:24:02,876 --> 00:24:05,574
- Right, but the truth can be
subjective.
616
00:24:05,618 --> 00:24:07,271
And I'm wondering if you told
Dr. Hamda
617
00:24:07,315 --> 00:24:09,622
that you missed
splintering fingernails
618
00:24:09,665 --> 00:24:14,104
and thus the diagnosis
this morning.
619
00:24:14,148 --> 00:24:16,716
- Look, I wasn't gonna tell you
this until tomorrow,
620
00:24:16,759 --> 00:24:18,761
but, so long as we're here...
621
00:24:20,459 --> 00:24:24,854
I'll be offering my resignation.
Effective in two weeks.
622
00:24:24,898 --> 00:24:26,769
You're quitting.
623
00:24:26,813 --> 00:24:28,423
Because you don't like
my leadership style.
624
00:24:28,467 --> 00:24:30,207
- I'm sure you think
it's a style,
625
00:24:30,251 --> 00:24:33,428
but everyone besides Dr. Heller
thinks it's abusive.
626
00:24:33,472 --> 00:24:35,299
And I don't need it in my life.
627
00:24:35,343 --> 00:24:39,260
- Well, I'll expect to hear
from you in a year or two.
628
00:24:39,303 --> 00:24:43,264
Apologizing and thanking me for
everything I've taught you.
629
00:24:46,267 --> 00:24:48,225
[shaky exhale]
630
00:24:49,357 --> 00:24:51,228
[machine whirring]
631
00:24:51,272 --> 00:24:52,708
- They told the MRI
was finished?
632
00:24:52,752 --> 00:24:56,407
- Just about. No lesions.
Ventricles look good so far.
633
00:24:56,451 --> 00:24:59,585
- How are you doing today?
- Tricky case.
634
00:24:59,628 --> 00:25:02,675
- No, I mean being
Chief Resident with Amy.
635
00:25:02,718 --> 00:25:06,635
- Oh. Yeah, she gave a pretty
rah-rah speech
636
00:25:06,679 --> 00:25:08,115
to the interns this morning.
637
00:25:08,158 --> 00:25:11,553
Kind of the polar opposite
of how she used to be so...
638
00:25:11,597 --> 00:25:13,207
that was interesting.
639
00:25:13,250 --> 00:25:15,470
- Yeah, I'm sure she's trying a
different tack this time around.
640
00:25:15,514 --> 00:25:16,776
Mm.
641
00:25:16,819 --> 00:25:18,865
- What about you?
Figure out your approach yet?
642
00:25:19,779 --> 00:25:21,432
Tough love without the snark.
643
00:25:21,476 --> 00:25:23,260
Might be kind of a role reversal
644
00:25:23,304 --> 00:25:26,220
with her getting
all touchy-feely.
645
00:25:26,263 --> 00:25:28,048
How are things going
with the two of you?
646
00:25:29,397 --> 00:25:31,704
Uh... we split up.
647
00:25:33,140 --> 00:25:34,663
- Really?
- Yeah.
648
00:25:34,707 --> 00:25:36,926
Just trying to figure out
that equilibrium now.
649
00:25:36,970 --> 00:25:39,233
You know, working together.
650
00:25:39,276 --> 00:25:42,541
- Well, it's day one.
I'm sure you'll get there.
651
00:25:43,585 --> 00:25:45,152
[equipment beeps]
652
00:25:48,895 --> 00:25:52,420
- The teacher's CBC, CMP,
head imaging all looks normal.
653
00:25:52,463 --> 00:25:54,465
Torey's in surgery.
654
00:25:54,509 --> 00:25:56,859
She has to have some obstructive
process in her brain,
655
00:25:56,903 --> 00:25:59,122
but we imaged the other kids;
none of them show clotting.
656
00:25:59,166 --> 00:26:01,037
[Jake]: And we cleared them all
on recreational drug use.
657
00:26:01,081 --> 00:26:02,386
[Michael]: Tox screens
all normal.
658
00:26:02,430 --> 00:26:03,997
[Jake]: Okay, so what's our
profiling indicate?
659
00:26:04,040 --> 00:26:06,869
- No respiratory symptoms, which
rules out molds, formaldehyde,
660
00:26:06,913 --> 00:26:09,263
carbon monoxide, no peripheral
neuropathy...
661
00:26:09,306 --> 00:26:12,875
- And no fever, so no
cyanotoxins from the HVACs.
662
00:26:12,919 --> 00:26:14,442
Something doesn't make sense.
663
00:26:14,485 --> 00:26:16,792
Torey had her first seizure
yesterday afternoon,
664
00:26:16,836 --> 00:26:19,490
but none of the others started
showing symptoms until today.
665
00:26:19,534 --> 00:26:21,667
If it was acute exposure,
666
00:26:21,710 --> 00:26:24,017
they all would have been
swarming the ER last night.
667
00:26:24,060 --> 00:26:27,063
- We need to re-interview them
all and scrutinize the timeline.
668
00:26:27,107 --> 00:26:29,022
Something's gotta shake out.
669
00:26:29,065 --> 00:26:30,501
- Have you heard anything
from the school?
670
00:26:30,545 --> 00:26:31,894
- We're still waiting
on the testing.
671
00:26:31,938 --> 00:26:33,896
Okay, so long will that take?
672
00:26:33,940 --> 00:26:36,595
Um, yeah, um...
673
00:26:36,638 --> 00:26:38,901
- Some of the potential toxins
they can test
674
00:26:38,945 --> 00:26:41,730
in a matter of hours;
others can take a day or two.
675
00:26:41,774 --> 00:26:45,299
- Can you please help us?
My son needs to see someone.
676
00:26:45,342 --> 00:26:47,083
- He wasn't exhibiting any
symptoms when he arrived,
677
00:26:47,127 --> 00:26:48,868
but he's starting to feel
dizzy now.
678
00:26:48,911 --> 00:26:51,740
- And I've got, like, a numbness
down my arm.
679
00:26:51,784 --> 00:26:53,437
I was just about to admit him.
680
00:26:53,481 --> 00:26:55,875
- This has gotten worse
since you've been waiting?
681
00:26:55,918 --> 00:26:57,964
- Yes. It's been coming
on strong.
682
00:26:58,007 --> 00:27:01,271
And no one can tell us
what the incubation period is.
683
00:27:01,315 --> 00:27:03,665
- Full work-up. Room, um, 619.
684
00:27:03,709 --> 00:27:05,188
Oh, it's about time.
685
00:27:05,232 --> 00:27:07,582
- Um, she said that Torey
was going into surgery.
686
00:27:07,626 --> 00:27:09,236
Are they gonna be able
to help her?
687
00:27:09,279 --> 00:27:13,327
- Yes. Please just go with
Dr. Chen; we'll work it all out.
688
00:27:13,370 --> 00:27:14,415
[Josh's mother]: Okay.
689
00:27:14,458 --> 00:27:17,287
[indistinct chatter]
690
00:27:19,159 --> 00:27:20,203
[equipment beeping]
691
00:27:20,247 --> 00:27:23,163
Okay, there is a clot.
692
00:27:23,206 --> 00:27:24,686
What are our options?
693
00:27:24,730 --> 00:27:26,296
- Open the transverse sinus
and drain it.
694
00:27:26,340 --> 00:27:27,515
Or?
695
00:27:29,343 --> 00:27:31,345
- Put in an extra-ventricular
drain and anti-coagulate?
696
00:27:31,388 --> 00:27:32,781
Exactly.
697
00:27:32,825 --> 00:27:34,478
- But her recovery time
could be two weeks.
698
00:27:34,522 --> 00:27:35,958
You're not worried about
the prolonged pressure
699
00:27:36,002 --> 00:27:37,046
to the brain?
700
00:27:37,090 --> 00:27:38,657
- Post-op heparin'll tackle that
701
00:27:38,700 --> 00:27:41,660
and sticking a scalpel in there
carries plenty of risk.
702
00:27:43,226 --> 00:27:45,533
Okay, prep the drain kit.
703
00:27:46,795 --> 00:27:49,319
- Before Math,
you were in English class,
704
00:27:49,363 --> 00:27:52,496
and you said you were worried
about Torey?
705
00:27:52,540 --> 00:27:54,237
- Nobody knew what was happening
to her.
706
00:27:54,281 --> 00:27:56,413
Then we heard Mr. Galvin
wasn't coming in, either.
707
00:27:56,457 --> 00:27:57,980
How did you hear that?
708
00:27:58,024 --> 00:27:59,155
There's a group chat.
709
00:28:00,200 --> 00:28:02,593
- With the theater group?
- Yeah.
710
00:28:02,637 --> 00:28:04,421
- Do you mind if I have
a look at that?
711
00:28:04,465 --> 00:28:05,596
Yeah, sure.
712
00:28:13,474 --> 00:28:15,563
- Seemed like everyone was
getting pretty worked up.
713
00:28:15,606 --> 00:28:18,305
I mean, yeah, of course.
714
00:28:18,348 --> 00:28:20,481
[Male voice over PA]: Rapid
response team to 619.
715
00:28:20,524 --> 00:28:21,917
Rapid response team to 619.
716
00:28:21,961 --> 00:28:23,789
- Uh, I'm sorry. Excuse me.
I'll be back.
717
00:28:25,225 --> 00:28:26,530
- Excuse me! Excuse me, Ma'am!
- What's happening?
718
00:28:26,574 --> 00:28:27,575
- Sorry!
- Do something!
719
00:28:27,618 --> 00:28:28,663
[door opens]
720
00:28:28,707 --> 00:28:30,926
[Josh gasping]
721
00:28:30,970 --> 00:28:32,928
- This is the same thing
that happened to Torey!
722
00:28:32,972 --> 00:28:34,016
Stop!
723
00:28:34,060 --> 00:28:36,584
[Josh gasping]
724
00:28:36,627 --> 00:28:39,369
Two milligrams Lorazepam
and nasal-pronged oxygen.
725
00:28:39,413 --> 00:28:40,631
For a brain herniation?
726
00:28:40,675 --> 00:28:42,068
This isn't neurological.
727
00:28:42,111 --> 00:28:43,460
- What are you talking about?
He's catatonic!
728
00:28:43,504 --> 00:28:45,549
This is all psychological.
729
00:28:46,812 --> 00:28:48,727
It's mass hysteria.
730
00:28:51,512 --> 00:28:53,601
[elevator dings]
731
00:28:53,644 --> 00:28:56,647
- I thought you went home
an hour ago.
732
00:28:56,691 --> 00:28:59,607
- Just checking in on
Ray Porter post-op.
733
00:28:59,650 --> 00:29:02,088
I spoke to his daughter,
clarified the prognosis.
734
00:29:02,131 --> 00:29:04,133
Sorry I tried to play it down
to her before.
735
00:29:04,177 --> 00:29:05,308
Don't be sorry.
736
00:29:05,352 --> 00:29:06,657
You're the one person
I can count on
737
00:29:06,701 --> 00:29:08,616
to take instruction
without whining.
738
00:29:10,009 --> 00:29:12,663
I heard about Sonya leaving.
739
00:29:12,707 --> 00:29:15,275
- Spoon-feeding approval
is no way to make good doctors.
740
00:29:15,318 --> 00:29:16,842
Any more than soldiers.
741
00:29:16,885 --> 00:29:19,801
- Funny thing is, she is pretty
hard on the first-years.
742
00:29:19,845 --> 00:29:21,629
- Well, she can take her
thin skin and hypocrisy
743
00:29:21,672 --> 00:29:22,804
elsewhere now.
744
00:29:22,848 --> 00:29:25,589
- Yes, she can.
- How are you doing?
745
00:29:25,633 --> 00:29:26,721
Good.
746
00:29:27,504 --> 00:29:29,115
Great.
747
00:29:29,158 --> 00:29:32,596
- Did you follow up on what we
talked about? The nightmares.
748
00:29:32,640 --> 00:29:35,512
Oh, um, yeah.
749
00:29:35,556 --> 00:29:40,126
- TJ, you can't white-knuckle
your way through everything.
750
00:29:40,169 --> 00:29:41,562
Isn't that what you do?
751
00:29:41,605 --> 00:29:43,520
[phone buzzing]
752
00:29:47,655 --> 00:29:48,743
Something wrong?
753
00:29:48,787 --> 00:29:49,831
[elevator dings]
754
00:29:49,875 --> 00:29:51,224
No.
755
00:29:52,703 --> 00:29:55,228
[indistinct chatter]
756
00:29:55,271 --> 00:29:56,577
So he's okay?
757
00:29:56,620 --> 00:29:58,535
- He's okay.
- But I don't understand.
758
00:29:58,579 --> 00:30:01,190
- It's called conversion
disorder.
759
00:30:01,234 --> 00:30:05,412
It's a contagious psychological
response within a community
760
00:30:05,455 --> 00:30:07,153
that is harboring acute stress.
761
00:30:07,196 --> 00:30:09,242
The "witches" in Salem,
762
00:30:09,285 --> 00:30:12,114
or all those girls in Iran
a few years ago...
763
00:30:12,158 --> 00:30:15,335
When your son and the other
students saw Torey seize
764
00:30:15,378 --> 00:30:17,946
in the theater, that started
a chain reaction.
765
00:30:17,990 --> 00:30:21,994
Then, Mr. Galvin called in sick,
and they started to panic.
766
00:30:22,037 --> 00:30:25,127
Then the group chat just
contributed to this
767
00:30:25,171 --> 00:30:28,000
fomenting anxiety
that accumulated
768
00:30:28,043 --> 00:30:30,306
and amplified into this.
769
00:30:30,350 --> 00:30:32,656
So when Josh saw Torey...
770
00:30:32,700 --> 00:30:35,398
His mind just made him
copycat that?
771
00:30:35,442 --> 00:30:37,009
Essentially, yes.
772
00:30:37,052 --> 00:30:39,359
You saw the longer he was
in the waiting room
773
00:30:39,402 --> 00:30:41,535
around all that fear
and agitation,
774
00:30:41,578 --> 00:30:44,712
the more he started
to manifest those symptoms.
775
00:30:44,755 --> 00:30:47,106
We could run a dozen tests,
776
00:30:47,149 --> 00:30:49,064
and nothing would show up
physically.
777
00:30:49,108 --> 00:30:50,936
I saw that on the group chat.
778
00:30:50,979 --> 00:30:52,851
Everyone's tests came up
negative.
779
00:30:52,894 --> 00:30:56,506
- I can assure you this is
a psychological reaction
780
00:30:56,550 --> 00:30:58,291
to shared stress.
781
00:31:01,163 --> 00:31:02,469
Shared stress?
782
00:31:02,512 --> 00:31:04,688
They're teenagers;
I'm a grown man.
783
00:31:04,732 --> 00:31:06,647
- I know, but unfortunately
that doesn't make you immune.
784
00:31:06,690 --> 00:31:10,346
- Well, I have put on plenty of
productions, and believe me,
785
00:31:10,390 --> 00:31:12,131
this was not the most stressful.
786
00:31:12,174 --> 00:31:13,872
So you can't tell me
that I'm here
787
00:31:13,915 --> 00:31:15,090
and I put everyone else here
788
00:31:15,134 --> 00:31:17,397
because I'm some sort
of taskmaster.
789
00:31:17,440 --> 00:31:19,268
- Look, I'm not saying that it's
the play necessarily,
790
00:31:19,312 --> 00:31:21,227
but it must be something
at the school.
791
00:31:21,270 --> 00:31:22,750
And without knowing the source
of that trauma,
792
00:31:22,793 --> 00:31:24,447
this could go on for
a long time.
793
00:31:24,491 --> 00:31:25,666
Okay, for all of you.
794
00:31:25,709 --> 00:31:26,797
This is insane.
795
00:31:26,841 --> 00:31:29,539
- Think, Mr. Galvin.
What could it be?
796
00:31:29,583 --> 00:31:31,193
I have no idea.
797
00:31:31,237 --> 00:31:35,154
And how is this a delusion
when Torey's in surgery?
798
00:31:35,197 --> 00:31:36,982
- [equipment beeping]
- There's the sagittal sinus.
799
00:31:37,025 --> 00:31:38,374
See how engorged those
cortical--
800
00:31:42,988 --> 00:31:44,598
Stalking your prey?
801
00:31:44,641 --> 00:31:47,122
- I can get a feel for how
he's been running the department
802
00:31:47,166 --> 00:31:49,777
by watching how he cuts.
803
00:31:49,820 --> 00:31:53,650
- And you really think
he's that conservative?
804
00:31:53,694 --> 00:31:56,001
- He's putting a drain into
a CVST patient
805
00:31:56,044 --> 00:31:58,742
and counting on the heparin to
do his work for him as we speak,
806
00:31:58,786 --> 00:32:00,657
so...
807
00:32:00,701 --> 00:32:02,268
But I think you already
made your decision
808
00:32:02,311 --> 00:32:03,791
before you came in here.
809
00:32:05,662 --> 00:32:08,013
- What's the status of your
transplant bridge trial?
810
00:32:08,056 --> 00:32:10,885
We understand you're about
to enter the human phase now.
811
00:32:10,929 --> 00:32:13,018
- My intention is to keep
an eye on it from here
812
00:32:13,061 --> 00:32:14,845
and travel to New York
as needed.
813
00:32:14,889 --> 00:32:17,370
But I assure you,
it wouldn't be a distraction.
814
00:32:17,413 --> 00:32:18,806
No, that's not the concern.
815
00:32:18,849 --> 00:32:21,069
If you could get it moved here,
816
00:32:21,113 --> 00:32:23,202
the Board's prepared to divert
3 million from one of our
817
00:32:23,245 --> 00:32:25,421
research grants to your study.
818
00:32:25,465 --> 00:32:27,771
Plus everything else
you asked for.
819
00:32:27,815 --> 00:32:29,164
You know I have partners.
820
00:32:29,208 --> 00:32:30,731
Yes, but you're the lead,
821
00:32:30,774 --> 00:32:32,167
and we just doubled your budget.
822
00:32:32,211 --> 00:32:35,431
So, get it done; we've got
a deal.
823
00:32:37,346 --> 00:32:38,608
[footsteps receding]
824
00:32:38,652 --> 00:32:40,828
[equipment beeping]
825
00:32:40,871 --> 00:32:43,439
- So, we relieved the pressure
that was causing the seizure,
826
00:32:43,483 --> 00:32:46,225
and put in a microscopic drain
to prevent it from coming back.
827
00:32:46,268 --> 00:32:48,009
- You left something
in my brain?
828
00:32:48,053 --> 00:32:49,532
- We'll remove it
in a couple of weeks.
829
00:32:49,576 --> 00:32:51,143
After another surgery?
830
00:32:51,186 --> 00:32:55,147
- No, no. We'll just pull it out
slowly. It's painless.
831
00:32:55,190 --> 00:32:56,713
I've gotta be here two weeks?
832
00:32:56,757 --> 00:32:59,281
- We've also got you
on blood thinners,
833
00:32:59,325 --> 00:33:01,457
so we'll need to monitor
you closely.
834
00:33:01,501 --> 00:33:03,982
- We appreciate it, Dr. Coleman.
If we could have the room now.
835
00:33:04,634 --> 00:33:06,723
Sure. Um, yeah.
836
00:33:06,767 --> 00:33:07,898
Yeah. Of course.
837
00:33:08,899 --> 00:33:10,510
Now, we'd like to go back
838
00:33:10,553 --> 00:33:13,556
to what was happening with you
yesterday. Before the rehearsal.
839
00:33:13,600 --> 00:33:16,559
- I already told you:
I didn't have any symptoms.
840
00:33:16,603 --> 00:33:18,474
- Oh, we're not talking about
physical symptoms.
841
00:33:18,518 --> 00:33:21,173
Walk us through your day
at school.
842
00:33:21,216 --> 00:33:24,567
I had English then Math.
843
00:33:24,611 --> 00:33:28,615
I had a test but that wasn't
a big deal, then a free,
844
00:33:28,658 --> 00:33:31,574
then lunch, then there was
a lockdown drill,
845
00:33:31,618 --> 00:33:32,923
Uh, then History--
846
00:33:32,967 --> 00:33:34,838
A, a lockdown drill?
847
00:33:34,882 --> 00:33:38,538
- Yeah. You know, like an active
shooter or whatever? You know?
848
00:33:38,581 --> 00:33:41,628
- Uh, did something happen
during the drill?
849
00:33:41,671 --> 00:33:44,805
Happen? No. Same as always.
850
00:33:44,848 --> 00:33:46,328
Which is?
851
00:33:46,372 --> 00:33:50,115
- Uh, lock the door,
turn off the lights,
852
00:33:50,158 --> 00:33:51,768
uh, move the desks
to block the door
853
00:33:51,812 --> 00:33:52,856
in case there's a shooter.
854
00:33:52,900 --> 00:33:54,075
[exhales]
855
00:33:54,119 --> 00:33:55,859
- And do you find that
stressful?
856
00:33:55,903 --> 00:33:58,253
- No, it's what we do;
we're used to it.
857
00:33:58,297 --> 00:34:00,473
- Just because something's been
normalized doesn't mean
858
00:34:00,516 --> 00:34:01,822
it isn't having an impact.
859
00:34:01,865 --> 00:34:04,999
I suspect, on some level,
860
00:34:05,043 --> 00:34:06,696
those drills can be
traumatizing.
861
00:34:06,740 --> 00:34:08,481
- Traumatizing.
- Sure.
862
00:34:08,524 --> 00:34:10,831
For everyone, even the teachers
who have to do them.
863
00:34:10,874 --> 00:34:13,268
- I mean, the last time
we did one,
864
00:34:13,312 --> 00:34:15,488
there was this one girl
who had a panic attack,
865
00:34:15,531 --> 00:34:17,664
but we all just kinda thought
she was being extra.
866
00:34:17,707 --> 00:34:18,882
When was that?
867
00:34:18,926 --> 00:34:21,407
- I don't know,
couple months ago maybe.
868
00:34:21,450 --> 00:34:23,191
We do them like six or seven
times a year.
869
00:34:23,235 --> 00:34:24,627
- [exhales]
- So, when you heard
870
00:34:24,671 --> 00:34:26,847
about the girl who reacted
like that,
871
00:34:26,890 --> 00:34:28,849
how were you affected?
872
00:34:28,892 --> 00:34:31,460
- I didn't hear about it.
I saw it.
873
00:34:32,896 --> 00:34:36,944
There was a video that went
viral. We all saw it.
874
00:34:36,987 --> 00:34:37,988
[Heidi]: I can't--
I can't breathe!
875
00:34:38,032 --> 00:34:39,251
It's okay, Heidi.
876
00:34:39,294 --> 00:34:40,643
[student]: Oh, my God,
what's happening to her?
877
00:34:40,687 --> 00:34:42,950
[concerned chatter over phone]
878
00:34:42,993 --> 00:34:46,910
[Heidi gasping]
879
00:34:46,954 --> 00:34:48,738
- What was your reaction
when you saw this?
880
00:34:48,782 --> 00:34:52,307
I mean, we felt sorry for her.
881
00:34:52,351 --> 00:34:54,266
- I don't even understand why
we have to do these drills
882
00:34:54,309 --> 00:34:55,658
all the time.
883
00:34:55,702 --> 00:34:57,530
It's like, we've been doing them
since we were eight.
884
00:34:57,573 --> 00:34:59,184
We get it already.
885
00:34:59,227 --> 00:35:01,186
- They stopped calling it
an active shooter drill.
886
00:35:01,229 --> 00:35:03,013
Like we'd be pushing desks
against the door
887
00:35:03,057 --> 00:35:04,145
for a hurricane?
888
00:35:04,189 --> 00:35:06,147
- They should just train
the teachers,
889
00:35:06,191 --> 00:35:07,975
then tell the students
to follow them.
890
00:35:08,018 --> 00:35:10,064
Like, why do we have to keep
going through it
891
00:35:10,108 --> 00:35:11,196
again and again?
892
00:35:11,239 --> 00:35:12,675
- If the schools don't train
everybody,
893
00:35:12,719 --> 00:35:14,286
then they'll be liable
if something happens.
894
00:35:14,329 --> 00:35:15,983
- And after that girl
had her panic attack,
895
00:35:16,026 --> 00:35:17,767
did anybody go
to the school counselors
896
00:35:17,811 --> 00:35:19,552
or report having
similar anxieties?
897
00:35:19,595 --> 00:35:22,294
- I don't even know if the kids
realized it was bothering them.
898
00:35:22,337 --> 00:35:24,296
I mean, if they did,
would any of this be happening?
899
00:35:24,339 --> 00:35:27,299
I certainly wouldn't have
given Juliet the gun
900
00:35:27,342 --> 00:35:28,865
in that scene.
901
00:35:28,909 --> 00:35:31,825
I just thought it would be
cool and modern.
902
00:35:33,740 --> 00:35:36,743
- My thought is, when you heard
that gunshot on stage,
903
00:35:36,786 --> 00:35:38,919
that released all of
the anxieties
904
00:35:38,962 --> 00:35:40,573
you've been carrying
since you saw Heidi
905
00:35:40,616 --> 00:35:42,227
have the panic attack
in that video.
906
00:35:42,270 --> 00:35:45,534
- Not to mention the anxiety
you probably have felt
907
00:35:45,578 --> 00:35:49,016
about those drills and what
they mean for a long time.
908
00:35:49,059 --> 00:35:52,367
- So, if this was all in my
head, why did I need surgery?
909
00:35:52,411 --> 00:35:54,500
- It turns out you have
an underlying
910
00:35:54,543 --> 00:35:56,980
blood clotting disorder
that was dormant.
911
00:35:57,024 --> 00:36:00,332
And the acute stress brought it
out and heightened it.
912
00:36:00,375 --> 00:36:02,551
But only temporarily, right?
913
00:36:02,595 --> 00:36:03,900
Unfortunately, not.
914
00:36:03,944 --> 00:36:05,859
Now that the condition
is manifest,
915
00:36:05,902 --> 00:36:07,513
it'll be chronic.
916
00:36:07,556 --> 00:36:09,254
For the rest of her life?
917
00:36:09,297 --> 00:36:11,734
- We can treat it with
anti-seizure medication,
918
00:36:11,778 --> 00:36:15,042
but that does have side effects
and, yes,
919
00:36:15,085 --> 00:36:17,044
it will be for the rest
of her life.
920
00:36:17,087 --> 00:36:19,046
- You're saying the lockdown
drills did this to her?
921
00:36:19,089 --> 00:36:22,441
- I'd say it's the stress
of being a teenager
922
00:36:22,484 --> 00:36:25,183
in a very complicated world.
923
00:36:33,452 --> 00:36:36,977
[indistinct chatter]
924
00:36:43,026 --> 00:36:44,680
So, what are we selling?
925
00:36:44,724 --> 00:36:46,943
Cognitive behavioral therapy,
926
00:36:46,987 --> 00:36:49,207
but it's gonna be a long road.
927
00:36:49,250 --> 00:36:50,599
Parenting.
928
00:36:50,643 --> 00:36:52,253
And then some.
929
00:36:55,474 --> 00:36:57,824
- You know, I as cramming for
all the stuff for Pediatrics,
930
00:36:57,867 --> 00:37:01,393
and it just started making me
look at Mia like a patient.
931
00:37:02,872 --> 00:37:04,396
Didn't much care for that.
932
00:37:04,439 --> 00:37:06,615
Thus the change to Cardiology.
933
00:37:06,659 --> 00:37:08,878
- Hm. Yeah.
- Huh.
934
00:37:11,620 --> 00:37:14,580
- I think it's time that
I tell Katie about you.
935
00:37:16,277 --> 00:37:17,626
D'you have another one?
936
00:37:17,670 --> 00:37:21,282
- Oh, no. It's nothing.
Just not a big deal.
937
00:37:23,197 --> 00:37:27,245
- Um, okay. Well,
congrats on today.
938
00:37:27,288 --> 00:37:29,682
You did great. As expected.
939
00:37:30,770 --> 00:37:33,251
- You too.
- Yeah.
940
00:37:34,295 --> 00:37:36,645
- I'll see you tomorrow.
- Okay.
941
00:37:45,393 --> 00:37:48,396
- Hey, I wanted to catch you
before the official postgame,
942
00:37:48,440 --> 00:37:49,919
see how you thought today went.
943
00:37:49,963 --> 00:37:53,053
Uh, yeah, wild day.
944
00:37:53,096 --> 00:37:54,924
I mean your performance.
945
00:37:55,708 --> 00:37:57,013
Oh, uh...
946
00:37:57,057 --> 00:37:59,712
- Self-analysis will be crucial,
947
00:37:59,755 --> 00:38:02,192
but since you haven't engaged
in that yet, I can go.
948
00:38:02,236 --> 00:38:04,760
You started the day
with a HIPAA violation,
949
00:38:04,804 --> 00:38:07,023
then tossed out
worst-case scenarios
950
00:38:07,067 --> 00:38:10,897
to an anxious patient with
stress-related cardiac issues,
951
00:38:10,940 --> 00:38:13,160
then walked yourself into
the lion's den
952
00:38:13,203 --> 00:38:15,945
of those terrified parents,
completely unprepared
953
00:38:15,989 --> 00:38:18,644
to answer their most
obvious question.
954
00:38:19,688 --> 00:38:22,300
You're right. I'm sorry.
955
00:38:22,343 --> 00:38:24,127
- You already know
what you're supposed to do.
956
00:38:24,171 --> 00:38:25,738
What's gonna change?
957
00:38:25,781 --> 00:38:28,262
- You're extremely smart, Nikki,
and can be a great doctor.
958
00:38:28,306 --> 00:38:31,134
But I don't want to hear
you're sorry.
959
00:38:31,178 --> 00:38:33,746
I wanna know what you're
gonna do to turn things around.
960
00:38:33,789 --> 00:38:35,400
[softly]: Uh.
961
00:38:35,443 --> 00:38:38,054
- Think about it tonight
and come back to me tomorrow.
962
00:38:40,100 --> 00:38:41,319
Right. Thank you.
963
00:38:41,362 --> 00:38:42,624
- Mm-hmm.
964
00:38:46,454 --> 00:38:49,501
- Not exactly in keeping with
the speech we gave this morning.
965
00:38:51,154 --> 00:38:52,678
Our job's to teach them.
966
00:38:52,721 --> 00:38:54,767
If they're snowflakes,
they're not gonna cut it.
967
00:38:54,810 --> 00:38:57,073
[keyboard clacking]
968
00:38:57,117 --> 00:38:59,859
[indistinct chatter]
969
00:38:59,902 --> 00:39:03,341
- Hey. I heard you had
the trippiest case today.
970
00:39:03,384 --> 00:39:05,430
- [scoffs]
- "Trippy" is one word for it.
971
00:39:08,476 --> 00:39:09,912
- You know, I never did
a lockdown drill.
972
00:39:11,174 --> 00:39:12,741
Do they really do it
at all the schools?
973
00:39:12,785 --> 00:39:15,918
- Yeah. At mine, they gave out
roles and had us all act it out.
974
00:39:15,962 --> 00:39:17,529
One kid played the shooter,
975
00:39:17,572 --> 00:39:19,139
a bunch of us pretended
to get shot...
976
00:39:19,182 --> 00:39:20,532
Not possible.
977
00:39:20,575 --> 00:39:21,881
- Then they told us
to fight back.
978
00:39:21,924 --> 00:39:24,057
Throw books at the shooter.
979
00:39:24,100 --> 00:39:25,101
That just can't be true.
980
00:39:25,145 --> 00:39:26,407
Six times a year.
981
00:39:26,451 --> 00:39:27,843
Every year since second grade.
982
00:39:27,887 --> 00:39:30,455
[indistinct chatter]
983
00:39:30,498 --> 00:39:33,327
- Oh, my God, Maitra just busted
me for a couple of misdemeanors.
984
00:39:33,371 --> 00:39:35,503
Meanwhile, Ruth was about
to shove a tube
985
00:39:35,547 --> 00:39:37,636
down a patient's throat
when he didn't need it,
986
00:39:37,679 --> 00:39:39,464
and Larsen let's her off the
hook.
987
00:39:39,507 --> 00:39:40,813
[chuckles]
988
00:39:40,856 --> 00:39:42,684
- I heard that they were both
vying for the job
989
00:39:42,728 --> 00:39:44,251
and now they gotta share it?
990
00:39:44,294 --> 00:39:45,687
That's gotta be interesting,
huh?
991
00:39:45,731 --> 00:39:46,862
[scoffs]
992
00:39:50,388 --> 00:39:54,000
- Hey, stranger. Missed you
in our department.
993
00:39:54,043 --> 00:39:55,610
- Sounds like you managed it all
with style.
994
00:39:55,654 --> 00:39:57,786
Gotta admit, felt pretty good.
995
00:39:57,830 --> 00:39:59,701
- Well, I guess you're glad
you didn't quit last year.
996
00:39:59,745 --> 00:40:01,007
Hey.
997
00:40:03,139 --> 00:40:05,664
You are one of the only people
who knows about that,
998
00:40:05,707 --> 00:40:07,753
and I don't need the interns
finding out
999
00:40:07,796 --> 00:40:09,232
Amy and I didn't get along,
1000
00:40:09,276 --> 00:40:11,974
or that the only reason I stayed
is 'cause she got demoted
1001
00:40:12,018 --> 00:40:13,323
after her accident.
1002
00:40:13,367 --> 00:40:15,500
- Well, this guy is glad
that you did.
1003
00:40:15,543 --> 00:40:16,936
[door closes]
1004
00:40:16,979 --> 00:40:18,372
[voicemail]: This is Katie,
leave a message.
1005
00:40:18,416 --> 00:40:19,721
[beep]
1006
00:40:19,765 --> 00:40:22,550
[Michael]: Hey, it's Dad.
I, uh, texted you, too.
1007
00:40:22,594 --> 00:40:25,466
I just wanted to check on you.
1008
00:40:25,510 --> 00:40:27,425
Ask you if, uh...
1009
00:40:27,468 --> 00:40:30,515
Well, just call me.
I love you, Sweetheart.
1010
00:40:31,472 --> 00:40:34,170
I called her, too.
1011
00:40:34,214 --> 00:40:36,259
- I think she's at some
fraternity party.
1012
00:40:36,303 --> 00:40:37,783
We'll hear from her tomorrow.
1013
00:40:37,826 --> 00:40:41,134
- Yeah. Did she ever mention
anything to us?
1014
00:40:41,177 --> 00:40:43,179
About those lockdown drills?
1015
00:40:43,223 --> 00:40:45,704
[exhales]
Nope.
1016
00:40:45,747 --> 00:40:47,183
You always thought
it was overkill.
1017
00:40:47,227 --> 00:40:49,925
Asking the kids to carry
the burden
1018
00:40:49,969 --> 00:40:51,536
'cause the adults in the room
can't get it together
1019
00:40:51,579 --> 00:40:54,147
to do the right thing.
1020
00:40:54,190 --> 00:40:58,456
- Um, wondering if you observed
Sonya at all today.
1021
00:40:59,457 --> 00:41:00,980
Not much, no.
1022
00:41:01,023 --> 00:41:04,374
- I think she's got some shades
of the old me.
1023
00:41:04,418 --> 00:41:08,248
- You're who she learned from.
Even if she hated it.
1024
00:41:09,118 --> 00:41:10,380
Could be a problem.
1025
00:41:10,424 --> 00:41:12,557
- You're asking me
to demote her?
1026
00:41:12,600 --> 00:41:14,036
No! Of course not.
1027
00:41:14,080 --> 00:41:15,864
- 'Cause Joan wanted you
paired for a reason.
1028
00:41:15,908 --> 00:41:17,736
I know that, and she's...
1029
00:41:17,779 --> 00:41:19,651
- Arrogance and indifferent
bedside manner
1030
00:41:19,694 --> 00:41:21,000
won't be tolerated.
1031
00:41:22,001 --> 00:41:23,829
- She's what?
- Um--
1032
00:41:23,872 --> 00:41:25,961
- Being a great physician
isn't enough to protect you.
1033
00:41:26,005 --> 00:41:27,833
Not anymore.
1034
00:41:27,876 --> 00:41:29,965
- She's great.
We'll hash it out.
1035
00:41:30,009 --> 00:41:32,272
Go home and get some rest.
1036
00:41:35,318 --> 00:41:37,364
It was just a barrage today.
1037
00:41:37,407 --> 00:41:39,235
I mean, so much more
than ever before.
1038
00:41:39,279 --> 00:41:42,238
And I don't know how
I'm gonna get through a day
1039
00:41:42,282 --> 00:41:45,372
without everyone noticing
and wondering if I can do this.
1040
00:41:45,415 --> 00:41:47,287
- You came back to the place
that's gonna trigger you
1041
00:41:47,330 --> 00:41:50,420
more than anyplace else,
and your brain's healing.
1042
00:41:51,726 --> 00:41:53,554
- So, this could be
the new normal.
1043
00:41:53,598 --> 00:41:57,123
- There's nothing normal
about your brain.
1044
00:41:57,166 --> 00:42:00,039
And I hate to break it to you:
you might be done with the past
1045
00:42:00,082 --> 00:42:02,868
but clearly the past
isn't done with you.
1046
00:42:06,828 --> 00:42:09,831
[traffic humming]
1047
00:42:13,487 --> 00:42:14,880
Amy [voicemail]: You've reached
Dr. Amy Larsen.
1048
00:42:14,923 --> 00:42:16,490
Leave a message.
[beep]
1049
00:42:16,534 --> 00:42:18,144
- All right, it's my third time
calling you.
1050
00:42:18,187 --> 00:42:19,798
I get you don't wanna
talk to me;
1051
00:42:19,841 --> 00:42:21,974
but we've got big trouble.
1052
00:42:22,017 --> 00:42:23,497
With what we did.
1053
00:42:23,541 --> 00:42:26,805
[suspenseful music]